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[17 May 2005|09:58pm] My english teacher today referred to us as "the class where the kid was killed in a car accident." and for some reason it affected me. i have finally realized how insignificant life has become, even though it affects people greatly. it just makes ya think..... Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[09 Apr 2005|11:37pm] grand opening was amazing..... haha. become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[07 Apr 2005|10:02pm] it's a pity that life is wasted on the predestined. Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[05 Apr 2005|04:04pm] im sorry i couldn't tell you all the things i wanted to say. im sorry we couldn't talk without fighting. im sorry everything went horribly wrong. i didnt mean for things to get so out of hand, and out of mind. im sorry i couldn't forget everything, and pretend it was all ok. im sorry for not saying im was sorry earlier. i didn't want things to end like this, i thought it would go on forever. im sorry if i said anything that hurt you, i never intedned too. i wish i could say something that would make everything right. i only hope that you can forgive me, and maybe, we could even become friends....... become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[03 Apr 2005|09:08pm] i finally believe in fate..... become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[01 Apr 2005|11:55pm] i dont belive in love after first love. love has become routine, the same things are done, and the same words are spoken.......... become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[22 Mar 2005|05:16pm] I just don't belong... become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[26 Feb 2005|11:48pm] [ mood | amazing ] i couldn't hang out with kimmy today, which sucked. so i just kinda hung around for the most part. but i chilled with mike and we went off roading. it was so fun. haha. driving on the street is so easy now. im gonna go offroading again soon. i wonder what my moms going to say when she see's the mud though, uh oh! become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[19 Feb 2005|09:32pm] for once, life is good. become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[10 Feb 2005|10:01pm] [ mood | eh... ] so yea, livejournal has been gay for awhile, but it works now so its all good. haha, tuesday was awesome. me and megan went downtown and read sex books at barnes and noble. they were great. "straddle his saddle" was one of the title's, and it had a picture. sweet. haha. and walked around town looking for food, but i ate dinner at her house and her parents are awesome. THEIR JEWISH! and they have amazing food, like black and whites. i haven't had one of those in like a year, it was orgasmic. and yesterday, did nothhing. today drove to chicago going 35 on roosevelt, which sucked so bad. i had to drop off my bass at this place, can't wait to get it back. and chilled with megan. shitty oc, once again. and yea..... i think i want to die my hair when i get a haircut, any suggestions for both (color & cut)???? become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[07 Feb 2005|10:18pm] i've decided that maybe if everyone was more honest with eachother, our world wouldn't be as corrupt as it has gotten. the truth hurts, but so does finding it out after you lie. become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[21 Jan 2005|11:20am] [ mood | just woke up ] [ music | birght eyes ] i slept amazing, except for the times adam woking me up because he talks in his sleep, which is really annoying. haha i thought it was saturday and i checked the internet to see if i was availible to get my license, and i wasn't, so i weeped inside. but i forgot the dont put the stuff in until today, haha im such a loser. i can't wait though. i get it like next week, tuesday and up. so does anyone wanna chill when i get it? become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[19 Jan 2005|07:11pm] [ mood | need help ] i need help with a name for my new bass. i was thinking from a list of: mildred, beatrice, gertrude, agnes, myrtle, murial, winifred, or elenore. please comment and help me choose a name. vote or give me a new one. become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[13 Jan 2005|10:01pm] [ mood | in a bad mood ] im sick of people in general. maybe if everyone just told the fucking truth and was open instead of fucking lying, it wouldn't be so bad. i hate people who pretend to be your friend, and they aren't when your back is turned. im sick of people who lie about the dumbest things because their afraid of what people will think of them. the truth hurts, get over it. it hurts more to get lied too. and if your gonna start saying the truth, you have to finish your fucking thoughts. so dont be such little sob's. become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

[09 Jan 2005|12:52pm] [ mood | exactly ] [ music | JET ] You know, life is only as good as you make it. It's simple, but everyone makes it complex. It's just how you perceive everything. You can say the smallest thing in the world, and if someone takes it the wrong way, it can become the biggest fight in the world. But you can't let everything get to you, you have to live life to the fullest. Live each day as though it was your last. Everyone gets caught up in petty problems that they can't see what really matters in life. There's only one thing in life that matters, and once you find that one thing you have to hold on to it. And I guess I forgot that lately. Friday at work I talked to my manager and she gave me the best advice you could ever here in your life, sure its corny, sure its been said before, but she meant it when she said it, because she's based her life on it. You got to do what makes you happy. And I guess that helps everything. become deceased|Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on

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